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Monday, February 1, 2016

An Overpass, 21c, and The Seelbach Hotel


 "Half the fun of travel is the aesthetic of lostness."
- Ray Bradbury

     About once a month or two, I'll go through this phase where my brain stops, but goes crazy all at the same time.  I'll catch myself gazing out windows, tuning out people's conversations, or stalking Alex Centomo on YouTube.  Why?  Because I get bored of waking up to the same old things and I get bored of the same old conversations!  So what do I do?  I travel three hours down south to go on a two day adventure filled with culture and shenanigans with my favorite person, Kayla. 

     Sometime around 9:00pm on the brisk evening of January 29th, Kayla and I buckled ourselves into Kayla's car and our so called adventure began.  First, I was able to finally meet Kayla's group of friends who I must are some of the coolest people I have ever met.  They use big words when speaking, have very impressive vinyl collections, and really seem to understand/see the world as it is, a place of opportunities and infinite beauty.  I know that you wild bunch of beautiful souls are not reading this but, I'd like to say that you are all truly amazing.

     Second, Kayla and her "gang" took me to a magical place.  I know you must be thinking that this magical place had to of been a bookstore but no, it was an overpass.  We had to walk through a park, some trees, and then there it was, a cement ledge and beneath that, two tunnels where cars passed to and from.  Despite the cold air, it was breathtaking. So there we sat on the ledge, taking it in, huddling together, looking over the edge at the cars disappearing into the hillside, and time stood still.
     


     Naturally and unknowingly, the park closed at 11pm and we happened to be there at 12:30am so we got busted by the cops for trespassing.  Luckily, the kind gentlemen let us go without charges, but unfortunately, 3/4 of our "Adventure Crew" were spooked out by the cops and went home.  Those who remained were Kayla, A, and myself.  

     Onto the third adventure, shall we?  We hit up Waffle House and scarfed down two plates of golden hashbrowns. 

     Forth, Kayla drove A and I to downtown Louisville, which is beautiful by the way, where we visited a 24 hour modern art museum.  If I've got my facts right, I believe it is also a hotel which explains the 24 hour part.  This wonderful place is called 21c.  At 2am, we observed the strangest forms of art, closed off a room to turn down the lights so we could dance, took Polaroids, sneaked into the mens room to check out the rumored waterfall urinals, and lied on the floor in a dark room filled with exotic photography to talk about life. 








     Fifth, after exiting 21c feeling refreshed and cultured, we sprinted across the street to, I believe, the entrance to some kind of space museum because in front of the museum was this... 



And there, darlings, was day one.  

I take it back, A stole a traffic cone in the middle of the city and placed it in a stranger's yard.  Wild.


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     Day two started later than Kayla and I wanted.  Here's a tip, if you want to be productive, don't sleep in a dark basement.  You won't wake up until noon.

     We went to the one and only Seelbach Hotel.  The story behind the Seelbach Hotel is that this very place was many many years ago visited by one of my favorite authors, F. Scott Fitzgerald.  It was here where inspiration struck him to write The Great Gatsby.  What's beautiful is that as I walked across its marble floor, I felt like I'd stepped into the story itself.  There was a wide open staircase with gold railings which wrapped around the second floor and a giant chandelier.  But really, there was gold just everywhere.  I will admit I was extremely intimidated by its exquisiteness.  Kayla and her sister had to practically drag me to the front door.  The hotel had valet and that to me is intimidating alone.  





     No, we did not stay in the Seelbach.  One day, I'd very much like to, but it's a bit out of my budget at the moment.  Instead, the three of us went there for lunch at their new restaurant called Gatsby's on Fourth. 




Believe it or not, the food was even better than it looks (10 OUT OF 10 QUESO).  Until next time...



Dream big, Darlings!


Tuesday, December 8, 2015

October & November In A Nutshell

     Happy December!  Which is strange to say because a week ago, I almost wrote the date as October in my journal, until I checked my phone, and it said December 1st... I kind of just stared at the ceiling after that and contemplated whether or not this was a good thing or a bad thing.  Yes, Christmas Eve is less than three weeks away which is a great thing.  Also, 2016 is right around the corner which is neither bad nor exhilarating for that only gives me one more year until graduation.  This is in fact terrifying.
     But hey, life must go on whether I'm ready for it or not, right?  This now brings me to my next topic of discussion:  Where did I go and what have I been up to?


Well, let me tell you.


    Out of politeness, I should say I'm sorry.  I am more than fully aware of my absence on my blog.  However,  I'm tired of apologizing for my lack of writing on here.  In my time away, I have discovered new hopes, dreams, and goals.  I even have a fresh list of topics I'm excited to blog about.  I just pray I have the strength to actually fulfill my wishes and, for once, not procrastinate.  


In the meantime, welcome to October...


      October was, I guess one could say, eventful.  From my town's annual Oktoberfest to homecoming to turning blueprints into a reality, October left me breathless.



   

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Forty degree weather in summer dresses is an...experience.
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     This would take up an entire post if I went into detail so I'll only explain this briefly.  Towards the end of October,  I was able to complete Phase One of my Girl Scout Gold Award project.  This is the highest honor in Girl Scouts, equivalent to Eagle Scout in Boy Scouts.  

     My complete project is going to be a 13,584 sq. ft.  nature area at a park in my town.  It's been quite the journey to make it a reality.  From having meetings with the town managers to giving presentations to strangers in order to raise money, it's been a life changing experience.


     I also made the front page of the local newspaper which is insane!  It's is also a great excuse to tell your parents when you don't feel like leaving the house.  "Oh, you know, Mom.  I just don't want to have to deal with the paparazzi right now."  




Welcome to November!  It mostly flew by in a blur.  School, work, repeat.  




      However, something I did do:  refurbished a desk.  It was old, it was ugly, and it was outdated so I took it upon myself to wash it and paint it.  It was unrecognizable in its new fresh layer of glossy black paint.

     This desk means a lot to me.  Not just because it belonged to my deceased grandma, but because for some ridiculous reason, I blamed all of my procrastination habits on this desk.

If my desk was finished, I'd blog more.

If my desk was finished, my school work would be done sooner.

If my desk was finished, everything would get done when it was supposed to.

   On and on and on it went!  I did this for months considering it was my plan to have this finished before summer, but instead, it didn't happen until a few weeks ago.  Even now, I use it. I have my dreams for it, but I'm wondering if I'm going to start blaming my laziness on something else or not.  It's all somewhat ridiculous.
*face palms self*



 Dream big, Darlings!

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Northern Lights || Music




She's tired of thinking till the sun comes up... her body aches when she's awake.

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I want to touch the Northern Lights.  We could leave the world behind.  

I want to know what it's like to walk away from this life.


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     Dream big, Darlings! 


Thursday, September 17, 2015

Vinyl Love




    crackle and static behind the piercing sounds of a voice carrying through the speakers.

vinyl love

your mind's up and above the stars just casually drifting into oblivion.

vinyl love

am I sitting in front of a vanity mirror with rollers in my hair through a vintage filter or am I laying in the bed of my New York City apartment with wide windows that look out and over the skyline?
the past or the future?

vinyl love

the music stops, the needle returns to its original position, your daydreams come to a halt, you open your eyes, your present life returns in grey colors.

vinyl love




     I inherited my grandma and grandpa's record player a few months ago after they both passed away.  My dad, aunts, and uncles grew up listening to the same distant cackles and static through the same speakers.  It's all very nostalgic.

Dream big, Darlings!

Friday, September 4, 2015

Summer Bookhaul

      Have you ever told someone that you've spent $60 on books in one sitting?  No, I'm not talking about you mom or your best friend because this no longer comes as a shock to them.  I'm talking about a person who knows you, but doesn't know you.  Maybe one of the friends that you only see on the weekends or at school?  What do you think they'd say?  How do you think they'd react?  If the world is in your favor, they might say, "Oh my gosh! Finally!  I thought I was the only one!"  But let's be honest here, that only happens in our dreams or over the internet.  In reality (and I'm coming from personal experience here), they're going to do a double take, open their eyes very wide to the point where you think they're going to fall out of his/her head, and say, "YOU DID WHAT!?"  You see, I made the mistake of telling this to The Boy about two months ago.  We happened to be going on a short little road trip and he was going on and on about some person I didn't care much about so I stopped him and said, "Let's not talk about people.  I don't like talking about people."

     "But there's nothing else to talk about."  He said.

     "Sure there is!  We can talk about things, places, dreams, and travels.  Stuff like that."

     "Alright.  Well then, how was your weekend?"

     So, naturally, it slipped out that I went to a freaking three story bookstore and before that, I went to another bookstore.  And then out of my mouth it came!  "Andddd I spent $60 on books at this really cool used books bookstore in this little hippy town down in Kentucky."  Double-take.  Wide eyes.  "YOU DID WHAT!?"  Staring.  Speechlessly staring.

Omg, this boy now thinks I'm some kind of book freak who spends her nights laughing and crying over books every night.  He's probably picturing me stuffing my face with ice cream with a pair of  taped glasses sitting on the bridge of my nose while counting how much money I have left to spend on books!  What have I done!?

     Newsflash:  he got over it.

     Word of advise:  use your words carefully.
   



     This post is not about my traumatic experience with a boy knowing a little more about myself than I would of liked him to though.  It's about the books I spent my first $100 bill on at a hippy town's used bookstore and a few other books that found their way into my life.




     Ever since I discovered BookTube (roughly two+ years ago), I've wanted to do my own bookhaul and guess what happened this summer!?  I spent a lot of money on books! 




     My newest possessions:

Les Miserables by Victor Hugo - $10 at the three story bookstore
Vampire Diaries: The Return: Nightfall by L.J. Smith - used bookstore
Twilight by Stephenie Meyer - used bookstore
The Bane Chronicles by Cassandra Clare - $4 at Ollie's
Clockwork Prince by Cassandra Clare - used bookstore
Clockwork Princess by Cassandra Clare - used bookstore
Dreamland by Sarah Dessen - $1 at Goodwill
Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen - used bookstore
Gossip Girl: Nobody Does It Better by Cecily von Ziegesar - used bookstore
Gossip Girl: Nothing Can Keep Us Together by Cecily von Ziegesar - used bookstore
Gossip Girl: Only In Your Dreams by Cecily von Ziegesar - used bookstore
Black City by Elizabeth Richards - $3 at Ollie's
Phoenix by Elizabeth Richards - $3 at Ollie's
Never Fade by Alexandra Bracken - used bookstore
The Scottish Prisoner by Diana Gabaldon - $4 at Ollie's
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban by J.K. Rowling - used bookstore
Doctor Sleep by Stephen King - $4 at Ollie's
Sea Breeze boxset (Breathe, Because of Low, While It Lasts, Just For Now) by Abbi Glines - $6 at Ollie's







Dream big, Darlings!

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Here's to the End of My Summer Shenanigans

     I have often throughout my life been compared to a snake.  The sun and heat comes out, my brain and body is ready to take on anything and do a little bit of everything.  The sun hides and the cold returns, the only thing running is my nose.  My body and brain shut down and I become a walking zombie.  Run away from me as fast as possible because it might be contagious!  So when I say that I REALLY don't want summer to end, I REALLY don't want summer to end!

     It's been awhile since I have said, "This summer was my favorite summer."  But, hey, this summer was my all time favorite summer.  I made new friends, I found new music, I had new experiences, and I learned a little more about me.  This list continues though...


oh, does the list continue...


I flew a kite.

I ding dong ditched someone.

I create a sick shirt.

I chalked up multiple driveways.

I went to a high school party.

I saw multiple shooting stars.  



     I went to the drive-in movies.



     I went to Catholic Family Land.

I had a pet fish.

I got a tan tattoo. 


I laid on the road in the middle of the night.

I played truth-or-dare.


I rode my bike to the Tasty Treat.

I had a campfire.


I watched fireworks.

I went to the Country Fest.

I went to Tennessee.


I made butter beer.

I did something that scares me.


I watched a horror movie.

I broke the law.

I turned seventeen.

I drove the truck out one weekend.

I saw Anna.

I caught fireflies.


I decorated a stop sign.

I blog. blog. blogged.

I ate something new.

I played never have I ever.

I got an iPhone.



I went hiking.




I threw a penny into a fountain.


I went to a book store.  


                                                                                                                 
I went to two concerts.


I went to a wedding.

I went to Aunt Sheri's.

I went on a shopping spree.

I created a summer playlist.

I visited a cemetery past midnight.


I went on lots of unwritten adventures.
    
          climbed a silo, ran through a sunflower field, rode my bike 15 miles, crept into a "haunted" abandoned house, experienced infinity, and so on. 

      One summer down, many to go.


 Dream big, Darlings!